Detik Kejadian manusia..

Its quite a long time I havent jot anything in this blog since last post.. So, today I would like to share with all of you some interesting video about how we as human develop inside our dear mummy womb.. Its been 4 months of my pregnancy and I'm quite excited about baby..this interesting video show one by one the stages that we have been through for 9 months before we come to this world..Subhanallah...Thanks mama for all those pains that you endure for the sake your daughter's life.. Now, my turn...dear my little baby..Ummi and Abi so excited to have you soon to our world..be good and solehah..thanks for being a good daughter's for Ummi for all this 4 months and ahead..LOVE you so much my little permata hati...

2 bulan lagi...2 months to go to a new world....Lafaz Sakinah

So, today I am going to dinner..SMK Agama Sibu Annual Dinner 2011..by the way, I already resigned from HSBC and returned back to my lovely city, Sibu..again be a teacher in the school that I have been teaching since 2008...maaflah ye..my English agak berkarat ( I am a Bahasa Melayu Teacher now!!!)..so konon-konon by writting a blog using English can improve myself..he..he..sedikit-sedikit lama-lama jadi bukit (from soalan Kertas 2 Ujian Akhir Tahun Tingkatan 4)

Change my mode in BM, malam ini adalah malam makan malam akhir tahun ..kena bayar RM25 for makanan and then RM5 extra for doorgift...di mana duit dapat?..he..he..berjimat cermat hasil pemberian ayahanda tercinta..diriku belum bergaji..sob..sob..sob..location at Kingwood Hotel by the river side..malam nie mungkin skema sedikit..sebab kunun-kunun ada ketua sektor hadir..

Soal baju, langsung takde idea sebenarnya nak pakai baju..ada jubah hitam baru beli..belum pakai..rasanya nak pakai time raya haji..jadi akhirnya pilih jubah seluar warna putih..tetapi mcm nak nikah je..jadi diriku yang tak mahu nampak macam pengantin baru lalu memadankan baju tersebut dengan seluar putih..tudung ada putih dan purple sedikit..alhamdulillah..baju nie sebenarnya pernah dipakai adindaku ketika dinner asasi UIA dalam tahun lepas..diriku yang baik hati bagi pinjam..tema putih..untuk jimat duit, jadi bagi adik pinjam..dialah yang rasmikan..semua cakap dia macam nak nikah..he..he..

Baju putih nie mengingatkan diriku yang bakal menjadi zaujah seseorang..putih menggambarkan kehidupan baru diriku sebagai zaujah bagi seorang zauj..dalam tempoh 2 bulan lebih lafaz kasih penuh keramat akan terucap yang mengikat diriku menjadi milik halal seorang lelaki..Ya Allah, moga segalanya dipermudahkan dan kebahagian berkekalan...

Sedikit paparan lagu Lafaz Sakinah dari Fareast...pesanan seorang wali kepada bakal suami bagi puterinya..

Heningnya
Sunyi suasana
Lafaz sakinah bermula

Apa rasa
Diterjemah hanya
Sebak abah tangis ibunda


Adalah aku wali puteriku
Serah kini amanahku ini padamu
Nafkahilah dia curah kasih dan cinta
Lebih dari yang ku berikan kepadanya

Chorus
Dulu esakannya sandar di bahuku
Tangisannya kini ku serah padamu
Bukan bermakna dia bukan milikku
Fitrahnya perlukanmu
Jadikanlah dia wanita syurga
Mengerti benar akan maharnya
Taat itu bukan hanya pada nama
Indah ia pada maksudnya

Ku akur
Akan pesanmu
Puterimu kini amanahku

Iringilah
Dengan doamu
Bahagia kami dari redhamu

SAD Mode..

This week will going to be my second weeks working in HSBC Kuala Lumpur..now I already been assigned in Australia team..although its been 2 weeks on job training here..Im still trying to get use with the new atmosphere of work..totally different compare with my work as a teacher..Teacher we communicate more with people, human..but here we will communicate or interact more with the system..a routine job..repeating the same process daily..some might think its boring..but for me i see it as opportunity to learn and experience new things..life is about learning and exploring..enhancing what store in our mind..the greatest creation of Allah..mind and brain..well today im not going to talk about my work or etc..

I want to share my feeling about "sad mode"..I am a person who are over sensitive when it come about feeling or emotion..tonight, I actually want to be happy after a long day job training..but suddenly something happened that turn my happy mode to sad mode..I still  thinking in my sad mode situation, what if I become someone who keep my feeling by myself..will I able to be happy by keeping my own sadness buried deep inside? will I able to smile all the time? Am I a strong person if I keep everything by myself and pretending everything fine by smiling and laughing? will that be consider lying to myself? O Allah, please guide me in everything i do, all the time and make me be a strong person and always make the best decision for my life..grant me serenity and peace in my life..Amiin.. La Tahzan, Innaallah maana. Allah, saya lemah..mohon kekuatan selalu..Allah kekuatanku!!!

A Promise Song by Benammi

This song I found last year when searching for Arabic Islamic Song with translation in Youtube because I was and still like Arabs song (religious song). This song is one of my favourite about entitled A Promise (English) sing by Benammi from his album Bali Daba..its is about a promise made by a husband to his wife during the day they were married..Hopefully my future husband will sing this song for me :) Sekadar angan-angan tapi tak salahkan membina impian untuk mempunyai baitul muslim..amin..
 

Few information about the singer and the album.
Bali Daba meaning 'Go Forth' is the Debut album from Benammi. A fusion of North African soul and Islamic lyrics forms Benammi's first solo album after successful collaborations with Yusuf Islam and Khalid Belrhouzi. An album that expresses a longing for the Divine and love for the last Prophet (peace be upon him).

A journey of awakening of the self and connecting with God, understanding the blessings He has bestowed upon us and finding our place in this world. Bali Daba is a fresh new sound, that redefines modern nasheed. www.thenasheedshop.com

Spider song..reminds us to never give up trying...like SPIDER..

This is a song from my Palestine's friend as motivation for all of us..I didn't know how to sing this song but the lyric really inspire me deep inside..So let us get inspired together!!

When it feels like you’re struggling down the line and you feel like you can’t go on

When you think that your life is a waste of time, listen to the spider’s song

Try try try, or you’ll never get to catch that fly

Computerization wasn’t meant for me, I can’t drive a car or train

 I don’t stop work for a cup of tea, and I won’t be heard to complain, oh no no no

Have you ever heard a spiders sigh, have you ever seen a spider cry

 If I fall to the bottom I’ll try again, a spider will never say die

Oh no no,

If you’re losing ground in a battle or a race, and you feel like you can’t go on

If you’re covered in shame or losing face, listen to the spider’s song

Try try try, or you’ll never get to catch that fly

I don’t need an abacus I don’t need a rule, I don’t want a helping hand

I don’t need anything you learn at school, and I don’t want an architects plan, no  no no

Its professional quality every time, never been known to fail

If it breaks in the middle I’ll try again, and I don’t need a hammer and nail

           

No no no

When it seems like you’re struggling down the line and you feel like you can’t go on

When you think that your life is a waste of time, listen to the spider’s song

Try try try, or you’ll never get to catch that fly

Try try try, or you’ll never get to catch that fly