SAD Mode..

This week will going to be my second weeks working in HSBC Kuala Lumpur..now I already been assigned in Australia team..although its been 2 weeks on job training here..Im still trying to get use with the new atmosphere of work..totally different compare with my work as a teacher..Teacher we communicate more with people, human..but here we will communicate or interact more with the system..a routine job..repeating the same process daily..some might think its boring..but for me i see it as opportunity to learn and experience new things..life is about learning and exploring..enhancing what store in our mind..the greatest creation of Allah..mind and brain..well today im not going to talk about my work or etc..

I want to share my feeling about "sad mode"..I am a person who are over sensitive when it come about feeling or emotion..tonight, I actually want to be happy after a long day job training..but suddenly something happened that turn my happy mode to sad mode..I still  thinking in my sad mode situation, what if I become someone who keep my feeling by myself..will I able to be happy by keeping my own sadness buried deep inside? will I able to smile all the time? Am I a strong person if I keep everything by myself and pretending everything fine by smiling and laughing? will that be consider lying to myself? O Allah, please guide me in everything i do, all the time and make me be a strong person and always make the best decision for my life..grant me serenity and peace in my life..Amiin.. La Tahzan, Innaallah maana. Allah, saya lemah..mohon kekuatan selalu..Allah kekuatanku!!!